A Christmas Lesson
I invited my son and daughter-in-law over for Christmas dinner this year. During the meal, my son looked at me with an expression I didn’t recognize and said something that made my blood run cold. His wife just sat there, smiling at me with that knowing look. I stayed calm, reached for an envelope I’d prepared, and said, “Then I’ve got one more gift for the two of you.” The moment he opened it, everything changed.
My name is Ruth Dawson. I’m seventy-three years old, and I live alone in a one-story stucco house in a quiet gated community in Naples, on Florida’s Gulf Coast. This is where the palm trees wear Christmas lights in December and snow only ever appears in the window displays at Target.
The house smelled like roasted turkey and cinnamon candles that Christmas Eve. My artificial tree stood tall in the corner of the living room, its branches heavy with ornaments that Ray and I had collected over forty years of marriage. Little ceramic Santas from craft fairs. Seashell angels from Sanibel Island. A glass ornament shaped like a golf cart that Eddie picked out for his dad when he was ten.
The multicolored lights blinked softly, casting warmth across the beige walls and the family photos that still hung exactly where Ray had left them. Outside, my neighbors’ yards glowed with inflatable Santas in Hawaiian shirts and light-up flamingos wearing Santa hats. That’s how Florida does Christmas: palm trees, humidity, and fake snow spray on the windows of Publix.
I had spent three days preparing for that evening. I scrubbed floors that were already spotless. I polished silverware that rarely left the drawer. I drove my old sedan down Tamiami Trail twice because I forgot the cranberries Eddie loved as a child. I bought the good rolls from the bakery instead of the cheap ones, and I made sure the pecan pie came from the little family-owned bakery off Fifth Avenue—the one Ray used to swear tasted better than anything north of the Mason-Dixon line.
I wanted everything to be perfect.
Because Eddie was coming home.
But to understand what happened that Christmas Eve, you need to know how we got there. You need to understand the months that led up to that moment. The silence. The distance. The slow, creeping realization that something was very, very wrong.
The Widening Distance
After Ray died two years before that Christmas, the house changed overnight. It got bigger. Quieter, too. The kind of quiet that presses against your ears until you turn on the television just to hear another human voice—CNN, the Weather Channel, reruns of old game shows. It didn’t really matter so long as someone was talking.
Ray and I had moved to Naples after he retired from his job as a regional manager for a hardware chain. We’d sold our little brick house in Ohio and bought this place: beige stucco, red tile roof, screened-in pool, bougainvillea climbing the fence out back. It was one of those 55-plus communities with strict HOA rules about lawn height and mailbox colors. Ray grumbled about the rules at first—he liked to say he’d escaped micromanaging bosses only to be bossed around by a committee of retirees—but he loved the sunshine and the golf courses within a fifteen-minute drive.
We built a life here. Sunday mornings at church, afternoons walking along Naples Pier with ice cream melting down our hands, evenings on the lanai watching the sky turn sherbet orange over the neighbors’ roofs. We filled this house with family photos, with holiday decorations, with the kind of quiet routines that make a life feel complete and warm.
And then, one Tuesday morning, Ray kissed my cheek, said he was going to swing by Costco and the hardware store, and never came home.
Heart attack in the parking lot. Gone before he hit the ground.
The house didn’t know what to do with itself after that. Neither did I.
Eddie was my anchor in those first terrible months after the funeral. He called every single day at first. Sometimes three or four times. Quick check-ins while he sat in traffic on I-75 or waited in line at Starbucks.
“Hey, Mom. Just wanted to hear your voice. Did you eat today?”
“Mom, there’s a storm rolling through the Gulf. Make sure you get the shutters closed if it shifts east, okay?”
“Love you, Mom. Call me if you need anything.”
Small things. The kind of things you don’t realize you’re counting on until they stop.
In September of last year, those calls became less frequent.
A week went by without hearing from him. Then two weeks. Then nearly a month.
I told myself he was busy. He’d just gotten married to Moren six months earlier. Newlyweds needed time to build their own routines, their own inside jokes, their own quiet evenings in their own apartment. That was natural. Healthy, even.
But mothers know.
We feel distance the way Florida feels a coming storm. The air changes. The sky looks the same, but the pressure shifts. Something tightens in your chest long before the first thunderhead appears on the horizon.
One afternoon in late September, I walked into my kitchen and saw the basket of oranges sitting on the counter. I’d bought them four days earlier at Publix because Eddie always loved fresh-squeezed orange juice when he was little. He’d stand beside me on a step stool, watching intently while I pressed the halves against the juicer, waiting for his glass like it was liquid gold.
Now those oranges just sat there, untouched.
The peel had started to soften and spot with age. No one was coming over for juice. No one was dropping by “just because.”
The only reason I kept buying them was habit—and a heart that hadn’t caught up to reality.
I picked up the basket, carried it over to the trash can, and dumped the oranges in. The thud they made when they hit the bottom felt louder than it should have.
That was the day I finally admitted something I’d been trying not to see.
My son was pulling away from me.
The First Warning Signs
By late September, I hadn’t seen Eddie in nearly six weeks. The longest we’d ever gone without seeing each other since he’d moved to Florida.
I tried not to be that mother. The clingy one. The guilt-tripping one who called constantly and made her son feel obligated to visit out of duty rather than love.
I texted casually instead.
“Hope work is going well. Let me know if you want to come by for dinner. I made your favorite casserole tonight. Love you.”
“Saw on the news they’re doing construction on your exit. Be careful driving. Miss you, sweetheart.”
Sometimes he replied hours later with short, clipped responses.
“Busy. We’ll let you know.”
“Thanks, Mom. You too.”
Each text felt more distant than the last. More polite. Like I was an acquaintance he was being courteous to rather than the woman who’d raised him, fed him, sat up with him through fevers and nightmares and homework panic attacks.
One evening, I sat on my back porch watching the sun sink behind the neighbor’s roofline. The air was warm, the kind of warmth Florida keeps even when the rest of the country is digging through closets for sweaters. Somewhere down the block, someone’s radio played Christmas songs even though it was barely October. The HOA newsletter had already reminded everyone about approved holiday decor guidelines.
I thought about calling Eddie. Really calling him. Not another text he could ignore until it was convenient. I wanted to ask the questions that had been sitting in my chest like stones.
“Did I do something wrong?”
“Do you still need me?”
“Do you still love me?”
But the words sounded pathetic in my head. A mother begging her grown son for crumbs of attention.
So I didn’t call. I just sat there, watching the sky turn pink and then purple and finally black, feeling the loneliness settle deeper into my bones.
The next morning, my phone buzzed on the kitchen counter while I was rinsing my coffee mug.
A text from Eddie.
For a second, my heart leapt like it used to when I heard his truck pull into the driveway unannounced.
“Hey, Mom. Me and Moren might stop by this weekend if we have time. She wants to talk to you about something.”
If we have time.
Not “We miss you.” Not “We want to see you.” Not “We’ve been meaning to come by.”
If we have time.
And not “I want to talk to you.”
She wants to talk to you.
I set the phone down on the kitchen table and stared at it for a long time. Something inside me twisted with an emotion I couldn’t quite name. Dread, maybe. Or the kind of knowing that comes when you’ve been ignoring something obvious for too long.
I didn’t know the details yet. But I knew enough.
The boy I’d raised, the one who used to call me from every road trip just to tell me about the sunset over whatever highway he was on, was slipping away.
And the woman he’d married was the one holding the door open.
The Visit That Changed Everything
They came over that Saturday afternoon.
I spent the morning cleaning even though the house was already spotless. Old habits. The things mothers do when they want their children to feel welcome, even when they suspect something is wrong.
I made Eddie’s favorite meal: roast chicken with garlic, mashed potatoes whipped with too much butter, and sweet cornbread in a cast-iron skillet. The same dinner I used to make almost every Sunday when he was growing up. The same dinner Ray would sit down to after a long day, loosening his tie and saying, “Ruth, you outdid yourself again.”
I wanted Eddie to walk in and smell home.
When they arrived, Eddie hugged me at the door. A quick, polite hug. The kind you give to a neighbor, not someone you’ve been missing.
Moren stepped inside behind him, sliding her sunglasses up onto her head even though the sun was already dipping low. She wore expensive jeans, a fitted blouse I didn’t recognize, and shoes that looked like they cost more than my monthly electric bill.
“Smells good,” Eddie said, his voice bright but hollow.
“Thank you, sweetheart. Dinner will be ready in just a few minutes.”
I went back to the kitchen to check on everything. That’s when I heard Moren’s heels clicking across the hardwood floor toward the living room.
“You know, Ruth,” she called out casually, examining the crown molding, “this house is really big for one person.”
I paused, oven mitts still on my hands.
“It’s the house Ray and I built our life in,” I said quietly. “It holds a lot of memories.”
She shrugged, examining her manicured nails.
“Sure, but practically speaking, it’s a lot to maintain. All this square footage, the pool, the yard crews, the HOA fees. You’d probably be happier somewhere smaller. Less work. Less stress. Maybe one of those nice assisted living places with activities and people your own age.”
Eddie stood by the dining table, pretending to adjust a place setting that didn’t need adjusting. He didn’t say anything. He just shifted his weight and avoided my eyes.
“I like my home,” I said, keeping my voice calm and even. “I’m not ready to leave it.”
“Of course,” she said with that tight smile that never reached her eyes. “Just something to think about.”
But it didn’t sound like a suggestion.
It sounded like the opening move in a chess game I hadn’t realized we were playing.
We sat down to eat. Eddie dug into his food with what seemed like genuine appreciation.
“This is amazing, Mom,” he said between bites. “I forgot how good your cornbread is. Nobody makes it like you do.”
My heart swelled a little despite everything.
“I’m glad you like it, honey. I made extra so you can take some home.”
Moren picked at her plate. A few small bites of chicken. A forkful of potatoes that she chewed slowly, as if evaluating whether it met her standards. Then she set her fork down and pulled out her phone, thumbs moving quickly as she scrolled through something.
She wasn’t even pretending to be present.
That was when I noticed the bracelet again—delicate gold chain with tiny stones that caught the dining room light every time she lifted her hand. It looked expensive. The kind of thing you’d see in the glass cases at the upscale jewelry store in Waterside Shops, the one where the salespeople wear suits and everybody whispers about prices.
It was far beyond what Eddie had ever told me she made as a part-time sales assistant at a boutique downtown. And the handbag on the back of her chair bore another designer logo I recognized from my friend Janice’s daughter’s Instagram posts.
But I said nothing. I smiled. I refilled Eddie’s plate when he held it out. I pretended not to notice when Moren checked her phone for the third time in ten minutes.
After we finished eating, Eddie helped me carry dishes to the kitchen. For just a moment, it felt like old times—the two of us working side by side, the comfortable silence of people who know each other well.
“Thanks for dinner, Mom,” he said softly. “Really. It was great. I’ve missed your cooking.”
“You’re always welcome here,” I said, touching his arm. “You know that, right? This is your home too, Eddie. It always will be.”
He nodded, but his gaze skittered away like water off a hot pan.
“I know,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
There was something in his tone—something sad and strained and trapped. Like he wanted to say more but couldn’t. Like there were words caught in his throat that he didn’t know how to release.
Before I could ask, Moren’s voice floated in from the living room, sharp and impatient.
“Eddie, come here for a second.”
He tensed visibly, his shoulders drawing up.
“I’ll be right back,” he said.
I turned on the faucet and started rinsing dishes, but their voices still carried through the house.
“This place could sell for so much,” Moren said, not bothering to lower her voice. “Have you seen what houses in this neighborhood are going for? We could finally stop renting that dump. Do you know what a house like this goes for in this market?”
Eddie murmured something I couldn’t quite hear.
“She doesn’t need all this space,” Moren said, louder now. Insistent. “She’s one person, Eddie. One person rattling around in four bedrooms and two bathrooms. And we’re struggling in that tiny apartment off the highway with the paper-thin walls and the neighbors who fight at two in the morning. We need this. We deserve this.”
We need this.
Not “Maybe she’d be happier downsizing.”
Not “It might be easier for her to manage something smaller.”
We need this.
I turned off the water and gripped the edge of the sink, staring out the window at the small backyard where Eddie had once learned to ride his bike while Ray jogged behind him, hands hovering just in case he started to tip.
This house held thirty years of our life. Every paint color Ray and I had debated. The pencil marks on the pantry wall where we’d measured Eddie’s height every birthday until he was too tall to fit in the frame. The porch swing Ray had insisted on hanging himself, even though it took him three tries to get it level.
And my son’s wife was standing in my living room, calculating its value like it was just another line item on a spreadsheet.
I dried my hands slowly, pasted on my brightest smile, and walked back into the dining room.
“Anyone want dessert?” I asked brightly. “I made peach cobbler from scratch. Ray’s mother’s recipe.”
“Actually,” Moren said, glancing at her phone with a small frown, “we should get going. Early morning tomorrow.”
Eddie nodded quickly, relief flickering across his face like he’d just been granted a reprieve.
They left soon after that. I stood at the front door and watched them walk to their car. Moren was already scrolling on her phone before she even reached the driveway. Eddie looked back once, gave me a small wave that looked almost apologetic, and then they were gone.
The house felt emptier after they left than it had before they came.
The Cookout Revelation
Three weeks passed with no visit. No phone call. Two brief texts from Eddie—”Busy right now, Mom. Maybe next month”—and that was it.
I told myself not to chase him. Not to be needy. Pride has a way of wrapping itself around your hurt like bandages, keeping it from bleeding all over everything.
Then, out of nowhere in mid-October, Eddie called.
“Hey, Mom. Moren and I are thinking about having a little cookout at our place this Saturday. Nothing fancy, just burgers and hanging out by the pool. You should come.”
I nearly dropped the dishtowel I was holding.
“Really? You want me to come over?”
“Yeah,” he said, and for just a moment he sounded like himself again—like my Eddie. “I know it’s been a while. Thought it would be nice to spend some time together.”
My heart lifted despite everything I’d been feeling.
“I’d love to,” I said, probably too quickly. “What can I bring?”
“Just yourself. But you know, if you want to make that potato salad you do, nobody would complain.”
I smiled so wide my cheeks hurt.
“I’ll be there.”
When I hung up, I stood in my quiet kitchen and let myself hope like a fool. Maybe I’d been wrong. Maybe things were getting better. Maybe Moren was finally warming up to me.
Mothers are experts at lying to themselves when the truth is too painful to face.
Their apartment complex sat near the highway, a cluster of beige buildings with small balconies and a community pool that always seemed just a little too crowded. It was the kind of place young couples lived while they saved for something better.
I carried a big glass bowl of homemade potato salad and a bottle of wine up the outdoor stairs. The Florida sun beat down on the concrete, making the metal railing almost too hot to touch even in October.
Eddie opened the door with a genuine smile, and for a second I saw my little boy again.
“Hey, Mom. Come on in.”
The apartment smelled like charcoal and grilled meat. He’d set up a tiny charcoal grill on the narrow balcony that overlooked the parking lot. A strand of cheap fairy lights hung along the railing, trying their best to make it festive.
Moren was in the small living room, setting out paper plates on a folding table. She glanced up when I walked in.
“Oh. Hey, Ruth,” she said flatly. “You can put that on the counter.”
I set the potato salad down in the kitchen. That’s when I saw it—a shopping bag sitting half-tucked behind the toaster, partially hidden but not quite out of sight.
The logo on the front was from a high-end shoe store in an upscale mall up in Fort Myers. The kind of place where a single pair of shoes could cost what I spent on groceries for a month. A slim box peeked out from the top.
Before I could process what I was seeing, Eddie noticed my gaze and quickly moved the bag to the pantry, his movements just a little too fast, a little too deliberate.
“You want iced tea, Mom?” he asked, his voice a pitch higher than normal.
“That’d be nice, sweetheart.”
We went out to the balcony. Eddie flipped burgers while I sat in a folding chair, shading my eyes from the afternoon sun with my hand.
For a little while, it felt almost normal. He talked about work—about a coworker who reminded him of his father, the way the man lined up his pens on his desk in perfect rows, the way he told corny jokes that somehow still got laughs.
“Your dad would’ve liked him,” I said softly, feeling that familiar ache in my chest.
“Yeah,” Eddie said, his eyes distant. “He would’ve.”
Moren stepped out onto the balcony, phone pressed to her ear.
“Babe, I’m going to take this call real quick,” she said, not waiting for a response.
“Sure,” Eddie replied, his eyes still on the grill.
She walked down the stairs to the small patch of grass near the fence that separated the complex from the neighboring lot. She turned her back to us, one hand on her hip, the other holding the phone to her ear.
I wasn’t trying to eavesdrop. But the wind carried her voice up to the balcony, and once I heard the first few words, I couldn’t stop listening.
“No, he doesn’t suspect anything,” she said, her voice low but clear. “Just give me time. I know what I’m doing.”
The spatula paused in Eddie’s hand for just a fraction of a second. He didn’t seem to have heard her clearly—the sizzle of burgers on the grill and the hum of highway traffic in the distance almost drowned her out.
Almost.
“Once the house sells, everything will fall into place,” she continued, pacing slowly. “I just need him to convince her. She’s attached to the place—sentimental and all that—but he’ll get her there eventually. Trust me. I’m working on him.”
My stomach clenched. My hand trembled slightly as I lifted my plastic cup to my lips, trying to hide my reaction.
Moren laughed softly into the phone, and the sound made my skin crawl.
“She won’t see it coming,” she said. “Just be patient. We’ve waited this long. A few more months won’t kill us.”
Eddie glanced down at her from the balcony, squinting against the sun.
“She okay?” he asked me absently, flipping a burger.
“I’m sure she’s fine,” I said, forcing my voice to stay even and casual even as my heart hammered against my ribs.
A few minutes later, Moren came back up the stairs, her expression smooth and neutral, phone tucked away in her back pocket.
“Everything good?” Eddie asked, setting a platter of burgers on the small folding table.
“Yeah, just work stuff,” she said with a dismissive wave. “Nothing important.”
She sat down beside me, that expensive bracelet glinting in the sunlight, that same tight smile on her face.
The rest of the cookout passed in a blur. I couldn’t tell you what we talked about. I couldn’t tell you how the burger tasted or whether the potato salad was any good.
All I could hear, echoing in my head like a warning siren, was her voice.
Once the house sells.
He doesn’t suspect anything.
She won’t see it coming.
My house. My son. My life.
And someone else on the other end of that phone call, waiting.
Taking Action
When it was time to leave, Eddie walked me to my car in the parking lot.
“Thanks for coming, Mom,” he said, and there was something in his voice—something genuine and sweet that reminded me of the boy he used to be. “It was really good to see you. We should do this more often.”
I hugged him tighter than usual, holding on just a second longer than normal.
“I love you, sweetheart,” I said into his shoulder. “So much. You know that, right?”
“I know, Mom. Love you too.”
I drove home with the radio off, the hum of the highway filling the car. My mind raced the entire way, replaying that phone conversation over and over.
Who had she been talking to? What did she mean by “he doesn’t suspect anything”? Was she talking about Eddie? About someone else? And my house—my house wasn’t a possibility in her mind. It wasn’t a “maybe” or a “we’ll see.”
It was a certainty. A done deal. Just a matter of time.
When I pulled into my driveway, I sat there for a long while, hands gripping the steering wheel, staring at the front door of the house Ray and I had chosen together, had made into a home together.
Then I turned the car back on and drove to my friend Janice’s house.
Janice lived ten minutes away in a small yellow ranch-style house with a front yard full of flowers that always somehow looked better than mine despite the fact that I spent twice as much time watering. We’d been friends since Eddie was in diapers. She was there when Ray proposed in our cramped Ohio living room, the ring hidden in a slice of grocery-store birthday cake. She was there when Eddie was born, holding my hand through the contractions. She was there when we buried Ray, sitting beside me in that front pew when I thought I might actually stop breathing from the weight of it all.
She opened the door before I even had a chance to knock, taking one look at my face.
“Ruth,” she said, her voice full of concern. “Come in. What happened?”
We sat on her worn but comfortable couch. She poured us both glasses of sweet tea and waited, patient as always.
I told her everything.
The phone calls that had stopped. The dinner where Moren had casually suggested I sell my house. The expensive jewelry and handbags that didn’t match their supposed income. The cookout, the shopping bag in the kitchen, the phone call by the fence that I’d overheard.
Once the house sells, everything will fall into place.
He doesn’t suspect anything.
She won’t see it coming.
When I finished, Janice was quiet for a long time, processing everything I’d said.
Then she leaned forward and took my hand in both of hers.
“Ruth,” she said gently, “this isn’t something you can guess about. You need to know the truth. Not suspicions, not gut feelings, not fears. The truth. Real, documented truth.”
“How?” I asked, my voice small. “I can’t just accuse her. Eddie would never forgive me. He’s in love with her, or at least he thinks he is. He’d think I’m trying to break them up because I’m jealous or controlling or can’t let go of my baby boy.”
Janice nodded slowly, understanding.
“I know someone,” she said. “A retired cop from Miami. He does private investigation work now. Very quiet. Very professional. Very thorough. If there’s something going on, he’ll find it. And if there’s nothing—if you’re wrong and this is all just a misunderstanding—then you can let it go and never mention it to Eddie.”
“You mean… hire someone to follow my daughter-in-law? To spy on her?”
“I mean,” Janice said firmly, meeting my eyes, “find out if your instincts are right. Because if they are—if she really is planning something—then Eddie is in danger. Maybe not physically, but financially. Emotionally. Legally. And you can’t protect him if you don’t know what you’re protecting him from.”
I stared down into my glass of tea, watching condensation drip slowly down the side.
“What if I’m wrong?” I whispered. “What if I’m just a lonely widow who can’t accept that her son has his own life now? What if I’m so desperate for his attention that I’m seeing threats where there aren’t any?”
Janice squeezed my hand.
“Ruth, I’ve known you for forty years. You’re not paranoid. You’re careful. You’re observant. And your instincts about people, especially about Eddie, have never been wrong. Not once. Trust yourself.”
She stood up, went to her desk in the corner, and wrote something on a slip of paper. She came back and slid it across the coffee table to me.
“His name is Mr. Patel,” she said. “He helped my cousin last year when she thought her business partner was skimming money from their accounts. Turned out she was right—he was stealing thousands. Mr. Patel found everything. Quiet. No drama. Just facts and evidence. Exactly what you need.”
I looked at the paper for a long time—a name and a phone number written in Janice’s careful handwriting.
Hiring someone to investigate your own family feels like a betrayal of the worst kind.
But letting your child walk blindfolded toward a cliff because you’re afraid of what you might see if you open your eyes—that’s a betrayal too. Maybe an even worse one.
I folded the paper carefully and tucked it into my purse.
“Thank you,” I said, my voice thick.
“You’re doing the right thing,” Janice said softly. “The brave thing.”
I wasn’t sure I believed her.
But the next morning, after a sleepless night of staring at my bedroom ceiling, I made the call.
The Investigation
Mr. Patel’s office was above a tax preparation service in old downtown Naples, in a building that looked like it had been repainted a dozen times over the years and still somehow managed to look tired and worn. The stairs creaked under my weight. The hallway smelled faintly of coffee and old paper and something I couldn’t quite identify.
A small brass plaque beside a frosted glass door read: “Patel Investigations – Discreet. Professional. Thorough.”
“Come in,” a calm voice called when I knocked hesitantly.
He was older than I’d expected. Mid-sixties maybe, though he could have been older. Thin, with silver hair at his temples, wire-rimmed glasses perched on his nose, and a kind face that made me feel like I could tell him the worst thing in the world and he’d still look at me with the same gentle expression.
“Mrs. Dawson,” he said, standing to shake my hand with a firm but not crushing grip. “Please, have a seat. Janice told me you might call. She speaks very highly of you.”
I sat in the worn leather chair across from his desk and folded my hands in my lap, trying to stop them from shaking.
“I think my daughter-in-law is planning something,” I said, the words tumbling out. “Something that involves my house. And maybe someone else. I overheard a phone call, and there have been other signs, and I just—I need to know if I’m right or if I’m losing my mind.”
I told him everything. The whole story, the same one I’d told Janice. He listened without interrupting, occasionally jotting notes on a yellow legal pad with a pen that looked older than both of us.
When I finished, he set his pen down carefully and steepled his fingers, looking at me with those calm, assessing eyes.
“Mrs. Dawson,” he said gently, “what you’re describing sounds like a pattern. The expensive purchases she can’t afford. The pressure on you to sell your home. The private phone calls where she talks about plans and timelines. These are not random coincidences. They suggest intent. Planning. Maybe even conspiracy with another party.”
“So you think I’m right?” I asked, my voice small and uncertain. “You think she’s really planning something?”
“I think you deserve to know the truth,” he said carefully. “I can help you find out. But I need to be completely honest with you about what that means.”
“Please. I want honesty.”
“If I look into this, I may find things you don’t want to see. Things about your daughter-in-law that will hurt. Possibly things about your son’s judgment that will be difficult to accept. The truth doesn’t always feel good, Mrs. Dawson. Sometimes it hurts more than the uncertainty.”
I swallowed hard, thinking about Eddie’s face, about the way he’d looked at Moren on their wedding day like she was the answer to every prayer he’d ever whispered.
“I understand,” I said firmly. “But I’d rather know and hurt than not know and lose everything. I’d rather hurt now than watch my son be destroyed later when I could have stopped it.”
He nodded, seeming satisfied with my answer.
“I’ll need some time,” he said. “Two weeks, maybe a little less depending on what I find. I’ll follow her, document her activities, look into her finances where I legally can. When I’ve gathered enough information, we’ll meet again and go over everything I’ve found. Then you can decide what to do with that information.”
“How much will this cost?”
He named a number.
It was more than I wanted to spend. More than I’d spent on anything except necessities in the two years since Ray died.
But it was less than losing my house. Less than watching my son be used and manipulated and left with nothing. Less than living with the guilt of knowing I could have helped him but chose not to because I was afraid of the cost.
“Okay,” I said. “Do it.”
We shook hands. His grip was firm and steady and somehow reassuring.
“I’ll be in touch soon, Mrs. Dawson,” he said as he walked me to the door. “Try not to worry too much. Whatever the truth is, at least you’ll know it.”
The next two weeks were the longest of my life.
(Continued in next section…)
I tried to keep busy while I waited for Mr. Patel’s call.
I scrubbed the grout between the kitchen tiles with a toothbrush until my knuckles ached. I organized the linen closet even though every towel was already folded in perfect thirds, exactly the way Ray had liked them. I baked loaves of banana bread and gave them to neighbors who probably thought I’d developed some kind of baking obsession or early-stage dementia.
Every time my phone buzzed, my heart jumped into my throat.
But it was never him. Just robocalls about my car’s extended warranty. Recorded messages about “suspicious charges” on credit cards I didn’t have. Political surveys I hung up on immediately.
One brief text from Eddie during those two weeks: “Hey Mom, hope you’re doing okay. We’ll try to visit soon.”
We’ll try.
Not “We want to.” Not “We miss you.” Not “We’ve been thinking about you.”
We’ll try.
I texted back immediately: “Looking forward to it, sweetheart. I love you so much.”
He didn’t reply.
At night, I lay awake in the bed I’d shared with Ray for so many years, staring at the ceiling fan turning slow, hypnotic circles above my head, replaying every conversation I’d ever had with Moren. Every look. Every offhand comment. Every time she’d steered Eddie away from me with a hand on his arm or a whispered word in his ear.
What if I was wrong about all of this?
What if I was about to blow up my son’s marriage over a misunderstanding and my own grief-warped, paranoid imagination?
On the fourteenth day, my phone finally rang with a number I didn’t recognize.
My hand shook as I answered.